okay.. i got up to pee like 8 times last night....
8 freakin' times....
campo plak ngn budak ni asik berguling2 dalam perut... took time to get the position of sleep, pastu after 5 mins.. nak terkencing balik....
even as i am writing right now, he turning and kicking (which is at 9 am in the morning)....
dunno wattahell is happening in there...
the slightest move pun buat aku rase nak terkencing...
i tot it was supposed to get more sempit in there, and less kicking would occur after 30 weeks.... ni makin menjadik2 je aku rase ni...
nak aje aku cubit suruh dok diam... geram aku....
bukan geram kecomelan... geram sakit hati....
nak aje give him to rafiq.. and let me get out of the house for a breather..... but still cant be seperated rite now...
campo pulak ngn isnin aritu aku MC coz snapped my back due to the fact ade jamban cangkung je kat rumah... and my big belly menyusahkan aku utk reach to wipe my ass... so i pulled a muscle.....
I was rendered useless for 1 day of work... tak penah2 lagi la aku MC sebab pregnant.... but it is the one day that I was supposed to attend this B737 pressurization course with Boeing ..... (which turned out to be a 2 day course... but i didnt know coz i missed the first day)...... i really wanted to go.. at 5-6 am pun aku makan pain killer to see if i could make it to work (which I couldnt...surrender aku last2, and took the MC)
I am not complaining and im not saying i wish i wasnt pregnant...
but i cant wait for it to be over....
also im pissed with all those women yg bila jumpa aku...
"eii bestnye pregnant"... "rindunye perasaan being pregnant".... "isnt it the greatest"..... dengan akak² cafeteria pun tengok aku with longing faces.... rindu saat2 pregnant katanye.... stop saying crap to my face..... it is all freakin bullshit..... being pregnant is over-rated..... 3rd tri is so uncomfortable... and im still not at full size.... all i wanna do is work out... but i cant.... cant sleep on my belly... cant sleep on my back (takleh nafas).. cant sleep on my sides too long, sakit bahu....now cant even sleep period! coz this hopped-up baby is excited about something (dunno what it is).... and wont sleep at all..... shit, I am pissed......
can't wait for it to be over.... at least then, I can rotate with rafiq about who's not sleeping that night....
