You have GOT to be kidding me!!!!

"Also, certain medications for labor pain will not be available to those women who are iron deficient, including an epidural."

terpaksa la aku makan iron bebanyak walaupun azab nak berak..

serius shitt !!!#@*&!!
literally......

i dunno if its because of all the tea i've been drinking....
(1 cup per morning, coz i dun feel like drinking plain water.. milo sounds too rich)...
or due to the iron supplements the doc gave me...
p/s: blood test showed low haemoglobin, not enough red blood cells... etc... thus the iron...
but i am crapping green stuff for 3 days now....

the first part would be like stone hard.... aahhh, constipation....
i knew iron would do that!!!... which is why i didnt take iron pills.... (plus i didnt know i was even lacking iron).... anyways.....back to the story...

1st part.... would be like passing stonehenge (as jenny mccarthy described it)...
2nd part.. icky... its not sticking to itself, but rather to the walls of the colon... patut la lembab perjalanan taik itu....

all the way, green... must be the ferum in iron... (i think)...

seriusly..... penat gile nak push....(mungkin beranak lagi senang nak push?)....
pastu aku takut gak nak push kuat sgt, coz it could lead to sympathetic contractions in the uterus...? i dunno, i read that somewhere (in my pregnancy book)...

but have to go to toilet in sessions... coz penat....
my legs would be kebas... coz sejuk and darah tak sampai sebab cangkung lama sgt...
seriusly... after 5-6 session.... i feel like ice-packing my ass hole....
sakit nak mampus... rase nak menuam aje ais........
i feel like i really do need to get out all the crap.. coz kalau lama sgt its toxin... not good for the baby....

now im back to drinking coffee.....(ganti caffein teh...).... to stimulate the colon and .. it doesnt contain tannin mcm teh yg boleh mengeraskan taik...
thing is, i cant drink much coffee.....1 cwn je sehari...
if i wasnt pregnant... i'd be drinking senna tea and gulps of espresso right now...


i thought it was bad... throw iron into the mix.... holycrap....
constipation's a bitch....

p/s: i think i can feel the baby move....i think... or it might just be gas.... but it feels different that everything i've felt before in my life.. i dunno.....

whatever happens, as the cher & sonny song goes: I got you babe.....

the triple test came out alright... all low risk (the best result u can expect)...
down syndrome, neural tube, MS?....

hopefully everything will turn out fine, Amin....

okay, so obviously people dont get the blue colorings....

BLUE = Boy!!
PINK = Girl..

YeLLow = surprise (for people who dont want to know)

anyways, its funny how people respond when i say "I know the sex of the baby"...
my sisters ... "its a girl right..??"
my fren "you're happy, so its a girl"..

its like no one was expecting me havin a boy....
me included of course..... looking back, example this blog..
semua aku letak kaler pink.... skang kena tuka biru...
subconsciouly.....i tot i was havin a girl...
motherly instinct suxx...

anyways... during the ultrasound.. he was jumping all around...
the doc asik ulang.. "anak you active yer".....
we saw the head, the neck, the spine, the hands, the legs, the heart... lama gak.... and the doc asked me if i wanted to know the sex... heck yeah!...
die tunjuk kat screen "nampak tak tu, tau tak ape"....
dalam hati ku... nampak cam guy stuff.. but i was still hoping for a girl kot at this point... so i said NO.....
dr cakap... "kalau u tak nampak, i tatau la nak cakap"....
okay so obvious la its a boy....."boy ke?" ... dr kata haah and gi menerangkan parts2 tu..
i cant remember anything but laughing hysterically but rafiq kata muka aku down...
i was taken aback and shocked la... i had to shift my expectation and perception a bit....
but currently im happy.... tak dissapointed or whatnot... its good to know...
actually im quite blown away..... a babyboy in my belly...
he can spend saturdays playing sports with rafiq while i go shopping.. yippee!! heheheh..


i can see how a baby diagnosed as a girl.. could later turn out to be a boy..
but.. cant see how this baby can be anything but a boy.... coz it was obvious... no shy², nampak tak nampak kind of situation..... takde kepit², nyorok²...

woii sakit la amek darah....
sape kata tak sakit....
(okla tak sakit sgt pun, tampal gigi pun lagi sakit kot)....


i think it must be the fact that the needle is priercing the skin.. and blood is involved.... coz hey, I can bikini wax myself... pain is obviously not a factor in my fear of needles....

and damn.. banyak gile die amek.. memula nak amek for 1 test je..
the triple test... test for the baby... normal, sihat or not... etc..
then doc kata amek je for ante-natal too, coz aku penakut sgt nak cucuk again..
so lama gakla jarum tu dlm badan aku....
ante natal test ... test for mom's blood.. blood type, rhesus, rubella, mumps, hepatitis and etc...

the cost: RM 485....

knowing the sex of the baby: priceless...

well actually...
NOT having to take blood ever again (knock on wood)..... PRICELESS...!!!

a vial of blood for a pic of my baby....


hmmmph..... the triple test time, hope all is well...
also the gender scan, hope it is a.......

i prefer a girl......

hold back ur reply plz!!!... seriusly, why do people ask...
"kau nak anak ape? laki ke pompuan?"....
but when you reply, they would automatically reply... "takpela, ape2 pun syukur asalkan sihat..".... freakin a-holes....


kalau kau takde preference... maknanye kau tak fikir about it yet... u dont know ape ko prefer.. tapi everyone mesti ade preference..... tipu takde...

but that doesnt mean kalau aku prefer girl, i would hate a boy baby..... i would condemn him for eve coming outta my vagina..... no... payah betul org2 yg politically correct ni...

honest answer.. yes, i would prefer a girl...
but if its a boy... great, sebab rafiq prefer a boy...
and i will be happy as welll.. tapi aku really want a shopping buddy... itu ajer...


cam ade sorang kat forum citer... die selama pregnant dok bayangkan baby die pompuan..
skali kuar... nurse cakap.. its a boy... die cam rase dissapointed sket.. coz selama ni die bayangkan pompuan... tapi kejap je, bape seconds pastu terus lupa and happy balik...

you know, susah betul nak dgr honesty like this from malays....

semua nak .."tak baik cakap camtu"....sedangkan dalam hati, u really do have a preference... hypocrites

whatever god gives me, i thank you God .. Alhamdulillah..
i pray for healthy mind body and soul.. amin...
i pray for a girl .. amin....
even if its not, i will be gratefull....


(doa yg tak dimakbulkan didunia, akan dibalas diakhirat.... tahap die lagi best... by then, you will wish that semua doa kau di dunia tak makbul... sebab balasan diakhirat berlipat ganda.... morale of the story is: doa la banyak2.... always... tak salah berdoa...)