(actually ni pun aku dah tuka botol, coz botol yg aku pump into tadi got blood smeared at the bottle walls... nampak gory hahhaha)
and eventhough i know blood in milk is okay... but otak aku cam takleh nak bagi susu kaler ni..
yess, im judging a milk by its color... eventhough logic says its okay...
tengokla... susu pun bukan banyak... so nak taknak, might have to give....
but i'll mix it up la... 1/2 bloody + 1/2 creamy....= 1 feeding...
so takde la satu feeding tu minum yg bloody tu..
and kaler die akan kurang merah bila campo ngn susu yg putih....
we'll see....
disebabkan bleeding aku pun cam saiko mentally..
so susu pun kuar sket...
hopefully will heal before next pumping session..
freestyle, bila kau nak sampaiiiii...
(actually dah cecah bumi malaysia kul 6 petang semalam....
today will be evaluated by kastam.. kalau kena tahan, ape aku nak cakap ek..?)
expectation aku menggunung kat freestyle ni.. sure hampa je kalau tak fulfill expectation..
p/s: reason for bleeding... same as before...
aku digigit lagi oleh milkmonster amir...tgh2 malam tadi....
actually, even before last night... that nipple, kat luar dah luka pun... tapi darah tu dah kering jadik keruping.... so usually masa pam sakit sikit.. pastu tadi pam, susu merah aku ingat keruping tu berdarah kembali.. rupanye tak... its internal bleeding sebab kena gigit yg malam tadi punye...**ahh the joys of breastfeeding**
