amir and lady gaga.... i mean, CAT.....
bila la ko nak sebut betul-betul amir..
org ajar tanak dengar... die lak nak mengajar kita...

and his favret roaring cat !

and mama's lazy bfast dish for amir..





sukanye aku opis baru nih....



and somehow I do feel I have much more time with amir...
cuma 2 malam per week... kena sacrifice tak tido bersama jelah...

another Olives & Applesauce 18"...??
I cant justify having two carrier with similar sizing/styles etc..
except dengan cakap.. one for me and one for rafiq...
but I soooooooo want another 18" Olives & Applesauce !!! huwaaaa...


lets analyze my stash...
My Stash... (dah layak ke panggil stash? hahha)

for newborn to 1 year old
Petit belly shijira ring sling - with Ween
Sakura Bloom double linen, dual color, driftwood-pool, ring sling- with Adliza
Sakura Bloom single linen, black, ring sling - with me, havent worn since hanim returned it...anyone?
Vatanai Kipawa 4.2m, woven wrap - with Alin
ini semua stock2 buat harta ni.. temp trade yang long term ni.. lama dah aku tak nampak sling2 aku nihss.. ciss!! hahahah...


for 1 year to 2 year
Petite Toddler Dream Carrier Neo SSC - with Ito, after that sanaa, lily, mye, chikleen and sape yg nak
~incoming Solarveil Kinderpack Standard/Standard SSC - if tak muat amir, will keep for next baby... up for travel for my tweet mamas


for 2 years old onwards
18" Olives and Applesauce Earthy Rainbow Girasol  Conversion, FB SSC - with fazian
~incoming  toddler size SSC, I need 1 more.. so that aku ade satu, rafiq ade satu...



my brain just cant justify having to the same carrier.. walaupun justified sebenarnye... hahahah
pening pening....

do I...? should I..?  

i love how amir is soo comfy in it...
but I think my comfy level could be better...

errr.. please ignore the ill-fitting bra..
those aree SOOOOO not my my boobs.. it the span and fabric.. !!
now, too loose for my non full time boobs... sampai conical shape hahah...
aku pakai belasahan kat umah je..

anyways.. just demo-ing the superman toss... with a 12 kg toddler...

started when on the trip to US... flight from KUL to TPE...
I was quit pissed (dengki) with rafiq
(actually pissed at amir, tapi re-directed to rafiq)....
sebab amir tanak dok atas lap rafiq langsung.. 100% on me... was so stressed...
thinking of the long flight from TPE to LAX.. mampos kalau camni...

so alkisahnye kat security taipeh.. kena bukak everything..
so bukak carrier and dukung amir..
lepas dah keluar dari scanner... nak kena wear amir again..
tak larat nak dukung ngn tangan..
and masa ni malas gile nak ckp ngn rafiq..
so didnt wanna ask rafiq to put amir on my back...ego habis la tu..
and no kerusi nearby....
so dalam keadaan pissed off tu... figuring out how to put amir on my back..
i accidentally superman tossed amir...
adrenalin from being pissed was such a helper!.. gave me superstrength to do it...

bila terbuat... i was like whoooooaa.... so amazed...!!!
terus mood aku jadik baik balik hahhah...
after that every thing became easier.. :P

too bad i discovered i could do it... somewhat late lol ....

funny how amir related old handphones with rafiq..
(blagak gile aku sbb pakai iphone hahahah)
see how he brings my hands to it and say papa....



amir seharian tak minum susu or makan.. just BF..
dah la mengering.. aku lak risau...
tapi ini la die buat bila nak bagi susu or makan.. urrrgh!!!!

malas sebnanye nak gi....MBW gathering at fab mom..
sebab aku dah stashified...
nakgi kizsports sebenonyer..
tapi baru tau harga nye RM30 per entry.. gile ke ape? baik aku gi sunway lagoon..
so aku bawak amir gi mainkat fabulous mom hahha.. main free....


aku tak try any carrier... leceh tul ngn warning2 ni...
its like bila masuk rumah org, tuan rumah tu cakap... hi, jangan letak kasut atas my new precious sofa ek... poyo je... takde nye aku sebagai tetamu nak buat gitu.. tapi bila tuan rumah tak semene mene cakap gitu, aku rase ..ishkk poyonye die ni.. semua dah adult.. perlu kah...? MBW dah survive 2 tahun without all these poyoness ...temptrade dan bagai, takde isu pon..... ... i miss the days where we used to longgok everything in 1 fluffy mountain and try... babies are welcomed to swim the fluffy pile without being judged.... its just carriers for goodess sake.. if kotor, cuci aaa... tapi yea yea i know, the diplomatic thing for mbw is to set rules, kinda like a disclaimer...... aku paham, walaupun tak suka hahah .. who likes rules anyways.... hahah nasib baik aku bukan committee dahs... sukati je nak bebel...


anywayssss.... with the rules etc... still comes great people ..
people who genuinely love babywearing.. who actually wears their babies and love SHARING the babywearing loveee..who offers their slings to others to try... to temp trade.... to all my fellow babywearing mamas... you guys rockss !.. sebab korang aa aku datang, nak catch up and borak2 walhal takde try pape pon.. (also nak bg amir main hahah)


i temp trade my O and A with fazians O and A.... both are 18".. tapi hers old style.. middle stitch shoulder strap... straight waist... hoodie hood...  made from lime colored didymoss elippsen wrap.. ( ito wearing my DC.. i am wearing the O and A lime)


ito wearing my O and A.. mine has flat hoodie..



















i miss my O and A... hahah baru je nak jatuh cinta.. dah ditemp trade plak.....
so perfect for amir dont cha think? amir seated so comfortable.. have ruang in front of his face to play with ipod or cars...



i miss this huge pile of mess ... old style gathering..

the cat doesnt want to use it..
tapi amir lak sebat....
aiyoo..

should I get this in a bigger size...?

I had a nice job wheres its just 15 km from my house...
15 mins from my house...
start kul 8.30... habis 5.30...
and theres not much to do except paperwork...

why laaaarrr aku gatal nak keje nih.....!
(luahan perasaan diwaktu pagi kala, if keje lama, id still be sleeping noww)

gatal.. gatal..
was I greedy or bored2death? or crazy?

As ppl might know... rafiq is currently working in Oman now..
tax free income.. but also EPF free...
die dah keje dekat 2.5 bulan and 11.5 months to go...
disebabkan ZED fares for airlines staff... then he get round trip ticket KUL-MUSCAT for RM500..
usual price.. RM3000...
so maka harusla balik every month hahaha...


The life of a full time working mom...
and full time shift working mom...
hmmm a lot of sacrifice have to be made....
boleh je aku tersadai in Subang into oblivion..
doing god knows what.... keje2 yg tak memperluaskan experience keje kau..
like being in a black hole bak kata AGM aku...
tapi disebabkan aku tamak.... I want the experience....
then aku gatal gi mintak utk keje KLIA...
its harder la... mainly b'coz of the commute...
and the working hours...


but I'm looking at the long run....
biarla bersusah dahulu...
and I should take the advantage of rafiq not being here, to do all this shit...


Anyways, back to topic.. a few people concern aku sorang with amir...
mak aku dulu, buat masters kat belgium... brought me and my sis to stay with her..
while my dad worked in Malaysia.. I was ~5, my sister was 2...
zaman itu mane SKYPE, email, IDD low cost charges...
to communicate with my dad, we record our message onto cassette tapes.. and send via snail mail...
if we go out.. and mak aku nak pee.. kitorang both have to go in.. and face the lavatory doors...
punye lah...


so cuba bandingkan... mak aku jaga 2 org anak.... aku jaga sorang
mak aku kat negara asing... takde sedara mara... aku kat mesia ramai je sedara mara utk membantu
mak aku takde teknologi nak membantu... aku ade macam2 at my disposal.. skelip mata je leh email/skype
rafiq pulak balik every month


so if she can do it.... I can...
itu baru nama superwoman...... (her, not me)
sekian terima kasih...

so empuksss!! wearing my ER WC OlivesAndApplesauce 18" at the pesta flora putrajaya
my mom nak gi... semalam dah gi, tapi org tak bagi die masuk ..so I bawak her.. sian
and also mengekor.. my brother...
but amir nak tatak.. so I had to wear him at the front... and wear him a bit lowered... shoulder straps ketepikan sket... so he is nursing thru most of this pics...

amir dah tak eksyen ngn papa...
dulu cam ala-ala merajuk.. bila rafiq call..video.. die tanak tengok..
skang cam cool je..
siap sayang monitor lagi...

sila rotate sendiri la ek

amir... die tak suka tapak tangan kotor.. or tapak kaki kotor...
bila kena main kat tempat2 playground yg die kena bukak kasut...
kang die jalan jengket2 hahahaha....macam pakai imaginary high heels...
aku plak mmg selalu tak bawak his kasut...
so kalau main kat toys r us ke.. tak pakai kasut aaa...
so die jengket2....so kelakar hahahah...
kalau die tak tahan.. kang die jerit2 panggil aku, pegang kaki...suruh aku wipe down kaki die..
then sambung jengket2 ....


lepas tu.. if his tapak tangan got dust/dirt...
pun suruh aku wipe....
can be seen in these videos, how he's so concerned with dirt on his hands.... LOL

Happy befday to my dear husband...
Missing you...

Aku cuba la carik present ko nih...
bagi link boleh? aku bayo je...
better yet, u buy, i reimburse hahaha
(I sound so totally like a guy LOL)


anyways, thanks for being a near perfect husband...
increasingly perfect every year... macam graph 1/x ....

Happy 9 years together.. (cam ucapan anniversary la plak)

Twitter Mamas TWEET UP !!

at our favourite spot.. Marche.. sebab our table kat seblah playroom hahah.. biarkan mereka bebas sahaja..
last meet up was just 1 month ago I think..  time  rafiq baru balik dari oman....

anyways.....  hahah happening aa twitter...
dengan ahli baru @syazrina (baru nak aktif),  @charantya..

anyways this tweet up... is for our celebrity guest. @wieraz
jauh tu datang dari US!!
she always brings back goodies for us.. (barang yg dipesanla)
last year she brought my O and A for me.. jimat shipping
this time she brought color catcher sheet. utk cuci carrier

anyways. attendance kali ni .. sangat mengagumkan

@ellywirda
@wieraz
@snuggbaby
@adrianathani
@sanaa34
@itolee
@zurahanim
@mrskamal (and @kamal)
@syazrina
@norhasnitatini
@dochanim

yg tak datang
@charantya
@halinaz

yang singgah sekejap.. Raylis....

seperti biasa.. gamba dicurik dari source2 biasa.. :P

the ladies of the group.... org lain sumer.. err.. less lady-like :P





flawless skin mamas


PT DC!





hampeh je budak2 nih hahaha.. sape suruh tak bawak baby ??!



duedate/dibs buddy


















ni je yg ade.. nanti aku curik lagi ye.. tunggu kamera liza and itos :D

awat gamba mye takdak ?!!

amir & kitty...

cat/dogs/rabbits/doraemon = gaga

pagi ahad last weekend.. went to playground.. found a kitty
tolong rotate video sendiri ..



bila amir tgk video ni kat iphone.. die sayang iphonee...
mendengar cakap la budak nihs

a few backdated pics, ciloks from various sites... :P
aku tak amek gamba langsung.... sebok melayan org...
soo ini jelah yg adooo

Amir's 2nd befday.. 17 June 2010

We went to Ikano... amir main car.. he likes this one.. die tak kuar..
if the one kat OU, lepas 5 minit die tanak.. so kena babywear and push empty car
memang berasap aku..

anyways, rafiq bagi die belon... aku makan popilla .. hahah



The partay... aku busy sket.. so rafiq yg menganggur masa ni.. buat keje2..



























kat luar plaks, petang2 sket





when its over...



Afya's 3rd befday
bijak la buat kat kedai.. takyah mengemas...






Go-go patriots !!

syok la tu minum air gula... cis!