payahnye idup takleh makan ubat sesuka hati....
cleanser muka pon kena kurangkan penggunaaan... sebab ade salicylic acid...
not sure if can absorb huge amount through skin.... but guna sket and basuh asap...
twice a day....
seb baik belum demam lagi.....
kang ubat ape plak la yg berpotensi membahayakan baby...
sucksss .. i love poppin pills...
anyways, i have no loya-ness at all..(kenkadang je bila extreme lapar)....
not too tired...
but i have back pains.. quite possibly unrelated to the pregnancy...
i dunno....
but i guess everything can be related to pregnancy...
kalau senang gusi berdarah pun sebab pregnant sebab bloodflow banyak.. or something like that... constipation sebab hormon2 pregnancy yg menrelaxkan muscle usus... so usus2 tu malas nak mengerakkan taik2 kau.. so constipated la .....
i guess u can blame pregnancy for everything....
but everything so far tak membuatkan aku rase sakit nak nangeh....
i cant complaint much..... takat nipple extra sensitive, perut kejang, takyah komplen laaaa, aku konsider them negligible inconvinences.... nanti labor kang komplen la puas puas....
Friday, December 21, 2007
its another babyboom tsunami.....
dulu time... angelina jolie, katie holmes, gwen stefani, britney....
now its... j.Lo, christina aguilera, nicole richie....
latest.... jessica alba and jamie lynn spears (16 years old...seriusly?)
britney's & jamie lynn's mom had to postpone her book on parenting....
(i guess its a WHAT-NOT-TO-DO to your kids book)....
even budak² (notice the PLURAL use) opis yg takde plan nak pregnant...
pun start mencuba dengan bersungguh-sungguh....
i think it is awesome.... tambah lagi populasi yg constantly nauseated, pissed-off, fatigued and hormonally imbalanced.... (seriusly)
coz i need someone who can relate......
during the weekend... i took 2 coloxyl...(constipation med)....
and sad to say.... the baby bump that i thought was..... wasnt...
it wass all craaaap and pee....
people keep saying I should be showing now.....
i dont think so la... but all this pressure, makes me wanna have a bump...
my bump, my bump, my bump, my bump....my lovely lady bump...
dulu time... angelina jolie, katie holmes, gwen stefani, britney....
now its... j.Lo, christina aguilera, nicole richie....
latest.... jessica alba and jamie lynn spears (16 years old...seriusly?)
britney's & jamie lynn's mom had to postpone her book on parenting....
(i guess its a WHAT-NOT-TO-DO to your kids book)....
even budak² (notice the PLURAL use) opis yg takde plan nak pregnant...
pun start mencuba dengan bersungguh-sungguh....
i think it is awesome.... tambah lagi populasi yg constantly nauseated, pissed-off, fatigued and hormonally imbalanced.... (seriusly)
coz i need someone who can relate......
during the weekend... i took 2 coloxyl...(constipation med)....
and sad to say.... the baby bump that i thought was..... wasnt...
it wass all craaaap and pee....
people keep saying I should be showing now.....
i dont think so la... but all this pressure, makes me wanna have a bump...
my bump, my bump, my bump, my bump....my lovely lady bump...
Wednesday, December 19, 2007
Friday, December 14, 2007
Dates and numbers:
You are 90 days pregnant.You are 3 months pregnant.
You are in your 3rd month of pregnancy.
Your 1st trimester: September 16, 2007 to December 15, 2007. (0 - 12 weeks)
Your 2nd trimester: December 16, 2007 to March 29, 2008. (13 - 27 weeks)
Your 3rd trimester: March 30, 2008 to June 22, 2008. (28 - 40 weeks)
The best news that 12th week brings along is that the risk of miscarriage has subsided.
The Key Changes For Mothers in the 12th Week
You are 90 days pregnant.You are 3 months pregnant.
You are in your 3rd month of pregnancy.
Your 1st trimester: September 16, 2007 to December 15, 2007. (0 - 12 weeks)
Your 2nd trimester: December 16, 2007 to March 29, 2008. (13 - 27 weeks)
Your 3rd trimester: March 30, 2008 to June 22, 2008. (28 - 40 weeks)
The best news that 12th week brings along is that the risk of miscarriage has subsided.
The Key Changes For Mothers in the 12th Week
- Early pregnancy symptoms like morning sickness, pregnancy back pain, darkening of areola, pregnancy constipation, excessive salivation, food cravings, frequent urination, headaches, increased sense of smell, lower abdominal cramps, tender or swollen breasts that during the initial weeks on conception made life difficult, have almost faded in the 12th week.
- The most critical pregnancy complication namely miscarriage has been dealt with by the end of the 12th week.
- The body is releasing necessary hormones like hCG and the natural changes like increased uterus size development of placenta, etc are all in place.
Thursday, December 13, 2007
today is the day I am telling my family and friends.....
why i have waited for so long?
1. coz 1st trimester is hell and I dont feel like I'm in a celebratory mood
2. bila aku gitau sorang minah ni, die tak kasik aku minum ais, kopi, bau asap.. ade akak tu pun lecture aku pasal high heels, nak naik flight, etc.... asik kena leterrr ajer... i dont like that... i'd rather do my research and decide... no old wives tales for me...
3. again, no nagging pleaseee....... cant take it...
4. wait till everything is fairly stable and safe to annouce to everyone... past the 3rd month is considered safe, probability of miscarriage drops to 5% from 20%.
5. aku BENCI KENA LETERRRRR, AKU BENCI FAKTA² TAK BETUL... AKU BENCI... AKU TANAK DENGAR... well meaning advice REPEATEDLY is annoying.... especially when the advice has no basis.... aku akan trust advice adik aku the doctor only..... and my other docs... statement like, "ouuu perut kau jatuh, ni tandanye anak laki ni" boleh gi mampos aku tanak dengar old wives tales camni.....
anyways, tu jela.... hope you guys will pray for me and the baby coz we'll sure need 'em, and jangan amek hati the fact we told you guys after 3 months.... bagi aku get used to the idea first....baru aku leh celebrate it..... with other people...
why i have waited for so long?
1. coz 1st trimester is hell and I dont feel like I'm in a celebratory mood
2. bila aku gitau sorang minah ni, die tak kasik aku minum ais, kopi, bau asap.. ade akak tu pun lecture aku pasal high heels, nak naik flight, etc.... asik kena leterrr ajer... i dont like that... i'd rather do my research and decide... no old wives tales for me...
3. again, no nagging pleaseee....... cant take it...
4. wait till everything is fairly stable and safe to annouce to everyone... past the 3rd month is considered safe, probability of miscarriage drops to 5% from 20%.
5. aku BENCI KENA LETERRRRR, AKU BENCI FAKTA² TAK BETUL... AKU BENCI... AKU TANAK DENGAR... well meaning advice REPEATEDLY is annoying.... especially when the advice has no basis.... aku akan trust advice adik aku the doctor only..... and my other docs... statement like, "ouuu perut kau jatuh, ni tandanye anak laki ni" boleh gi mampos aku tanak dengar old wives tales camni.....
anyways, tu jela.... hope you guys will pray for me and the baby coz we'll sure need 'em, and jangan amek hati the fact we told you guys after 3 months.... bagi aku get used to the idea first....baru aku leh celebrate it..... with other people...
Wednesday, December 12, 2007
im back from aussie... soo freakin' tired....
whose great idea was it to travel while still in the first trimester....
nak buat camne, plan travel dulu.. baru plan preggie...
but lepas balik, dah gi check kat doc, everything looks okay... even looked at the nucal folds (??) leher spine for ketebalan die, nak tgk for down syndrome... visual only, looks negetive for down... tapi next check doc kata boleh buat blood test if i want... cuaknye aku...
and by the way, the head is supposed to be bigger... rafiq terkejut bila tgk kepala die besar.... (tula, aku suh bace buku/info tanak....)
Info from this web
"Even though your little Einstein’s body is still growing quite rapidly 2 inches long right now, the overall super-speedy growth of their amazing brain continues to leave the head proportionately larger than the body— and is actually slightly more than one third of their total body mass! The head and neck are still straightening at this point as can be seen by their little chin lifting off of the chest."
okay, seriously rough gile kat aussie..
satu sorang akak ni ckp sorang minah ni miscarriage sebab naik flight...
something bout pressurization dlm rahim and aircraft..
aku pon blaja pasal pressurization, aku tau memang ade effect kat normal human...
some can tolerate it, some cant....
tapi aku tatau sal rahim.. so agak cuak gak..
but doc says okay... so okay la...
tapi still cuak...
then campo plak ngn sesat sebab org2 silap bace map.. so jalan extra jauh (for nothing!)...and tanak plak depa naik bas, sedangkan ade bas ... (thanks for being so considerate you guys......*sarcastic*)..... aku tak kisah nak jalan, kalau ade sebab... tapi kalau nak jalan kaki jejauh sebab sesat or jalan kaki coz exsaited sgt takleh dok diam nak tunggu bus, memang la aku hangin... seriusly tak considerate nak mampos....
kalau jalan kaki coz perlu, and ade mende nak tengok, takpela, aku sanggup jalan..... Ini tak pon, useless punye buang tenagaa.... berasap betul, rase nak sepak terajang je sesekor.... at the end of the day, derang ckp wuuh penat gileee, kaki nak patah..... oh really??? are you guys pregnant?? experiencing fatigue and constipation and wind and back pain and stomach cramps??? got someone inside you sucking your energy??kalau korang rase nak mampos, aku lagi nak mampos tau.. bengong betul...
pastu kat bondi beach.... nak mandi gak.. air sejuk... aku tunggu panaskan badan.. masuk gak la.. i underestimate the power of the waves....at 1 point cam tertarik perut aku dipukul ombak kuat.... cuak aku placenta terkoyak dari dinding rahimm (logik ke??.. itula yg aku imagine)....
seriusly banyak betul dugaaan baby ni lalui........rough and tumble...
lega betul aku tengok ultrasound semalam.. got so much bigger and even saw the tali pusat bergerak2 pumping stuff into the baby......and 1 point die gerak2 kaki die....
tapi sampai skang doc tak offer aku dgr heartbeat baby tu... dunno why...
kat forum org sume cakap sal heart rate....
Sunday, December 9, 2007
Monday, December 3, 2007
ahhh crap... i thought 1st trimester ended at 12 week.... but apparently it ends at 15 week... (who the hecks knows the right way to calculate these cycles)..
tapi yela... 12 weeks = 84 days, tak sampai 3 bulan... and god knows die start kira lepas seminggu habis period, or the first day of last period.... banyak sgt cara aku tengok...
hmmm okay aku baru googled... ade 3 cara, no wonder
my 2nd trimester start:
by development - 9 dec
by gestation - 19 dec
by conception - 28 dec
aku nak guna by development - supaya kengkonon cepat habis 1st trimester, and boleh gitau orang and dah takde morning sickness...
the 3 ways http://www.baby2see.com/trimester_calculator.html
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There are basically three ways of dividing up a pregnancy into the three trimesters; they are by:
Development, Gestation, Conception. They give different dates for when the second trimester begins and for when the third trimester begins. Your health care provider might prefer to use the Development method, while another Midwife or Doctor may use the Gestation method.
I am sure they do that just to confuse pregnant women.
Development:
This uses actual developmental stages to divide up a pregnancy. From LMP to 12 weeks the embryo develops all the major organs and becomes a fetus. From 12 weeks to 27 weeks the fetus continues developing and reaches viability. From 27 weeks on the fetus finishes development and prepares for delivery. Here the second trimester begins at 12w 0d and the third at 27w 0d.
Gestation:
With this method you take the 40 weeks of gestation and divide by three. Here the second trimester begins at 13w 3d and the third at 26w 6d.
Conception:
This method is where you take the 38 weeks of post conception development, divide by three, and add two weeks. Here the second trimester begins at 14w 5d and the third at 27w 3d.
What is the length of the first, second and third trimesters?
The length of the trimesters is often a source of confusion. The word trimester means 'three months'. Three periods of three months each, gives pregnancy a beginning, a middle and an end period.
These periods match the developmental stages to divide up a pregnancy. From LMP to 12 weeks the embryo develops all the major organs, becomes a fetus, and the placenta takes over control. From 12 weeks to 27 weeks the fetus continues developing and reaches viability. From 27 weeks on the fetus finishes development and prepares for delivery.
When does the first trimester end or third trimester begin?
Does it really matter exactly when you are out of the first trimester or start the third trimester? No. When the trimesters start and end depends on who you ask, which book you read or what website you visit. Most health care providers actually talk about your pregnancy in weeks, rather than months or trimesters.
tapi yela... 12 weeks = 84 days, tak sampai 3 bulan... and god knows die start kira lepas seminggu habis period, or the first day of last period.... banyak sgt cara aku tengok...
hmmm okay aku baru googled... ade 3 cara, no wonder
my 2nd trimester start:
by development - 9 dec
by gestation - 19 dec
by conception - 28 dec
aku nak guna by development - supaya kengkonon cepat habis 1st trimester, and boleh gitau orang and dah takde morning sickness...
the 3 ways http://www.baby2see.com/trimester_calculator.html
==============
There are basically three ways of dividing up a pregnancy into the three trimesters; they are by:
Development, Gestation, Conception. They give different dates for when the second trimester begins and for when the third trimester begins. Your health care provider might prefer to use the Development method, while another Midwife or Doctor may use the Gestation method.
I am sure they do that just to confuse pregnant women.
Development:
This uses actual developmental stages to divide up a pregnancy. From LMP to 12 weeks the embryo develops all the major organs and becomes a fetus. From 12 weeks to 27 weeks the fetus continues developing and reaches viability. From 27 weeks on the fetus finishes development and prepares for delivery. Here the second trimester begins at 12w 0d and the third at 27w 0d.
Gestation:
With this method you take the 40 weeks of gestation and divide by three. Here the second trimester begins at 13w 3d and the third at 26w 6d.
Conception:
This method is where you take the 38 weeks of post conception development, divide by three, and add two weeks. Here the second trimester begins at 14w 5d and the third at 27w 3d.
What is the length of the first, second and third trimesters?
The length of the trimesters is often a source of confusion. The word trimester means 'three months'. Three periods of three months each, gives pregnancy a beginning, a middle and an end period.
These periods match the developmental stages to divide up a pregnancy. From LMP to 12 weeks the embryo develops all the major organs, becomes a fetus, and the placenta takes over control. From 12 weeks to 27 weeks the fetus continues developing and reaches viability. From 27 weeks on the fetus finishes development and prepares for delivery.
When does the first trimester end or third trimester begin?
Does it really matter exactly when you are out of the first trimester or start the third trimester? No. When the trimesters start and end depends on who you ask, which book you read or what website you visit. Most health care providers actually talk about your pregnancy in weeks, rather than months or trimesters.
Thursday, November 29, 2007
tido nyenyak lagi.. tapi ade mimpi.... so tak best sgt..
but syukurnya dapat actually tido....
hopefully weekend can sleep and wake up late.....
semalam makan monterey chicken lagi...... i love it....
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list taken from previous entry **UPDATED**
list of food i still feel like eating
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1.chilli's monterey chicken
2.pizza bun
3.pau
4.lama tak makan beef don sakae sushsi... tingin gak
5. chic mush pie
6. lasagna daves deli
7.laksa ah chong summit
8.nasik pattaya
all eaten... hmm makin sket options yg tinggal.. have to rack my brains again..
but syukurnya dapat actually tido....
hopefully weekend can sleep and wake up late.....
semalam makan monterey chicken lagi...... i love it....
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list taken from previous entry **UPDATED**
list of food i still feel like eating
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5. chic mush pie
6. lasagna daves deli
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all eaten... hmm makin sket options yg tinggal.. have to rack my brains again..
Wednesday, November 28, 2007
tidur malam tadik pun nyenyak.....
the better you sleep, the more you dont want to get outta bed...
the worse you sleep.... lagi senang aku bangun.... buatpe tido pun, not really tido pon...
nausea... okla, dah back to normal level.. not the extreme level...
i'm really loving the oki oki rice cracker perica nippon sauce ....bought at watson..
mane lagi nak carik... damnnnn crave craveeee....
the better you sleep, the more you dont want to get outta bed...
the worse you sleep.... lagi senang aku bangun.... buatpe tido pun, not really tido pon...
nausea... okla, dah back to normal level.. not the extreme level...
i'm really loving the oki oki rice cracker perica nippon sauce ....bought at watson..
mane lagi nak carik... damnnnn crave craveeee....
Tuesday, November 27, 2007
Monday, November 26, 2007
i had to cook for office last night...
blakang aku sakit... so aku letak tiger balm...
it went to the point cam takleh bend langsung... nak jalan pun susah...
anyways, i had to stir the custard.. so i walked to the custard...
aku dah memasak for about 45 mins kot by then...
super hot...
makin lama aku tak nampak... gelap...
then sampai ke custard.. aku seriusly tak nampak walaupun mata terbukak luas...
then i feel my feet starting to buckle... turning to jelly..
aku rase sebab hilang balance kot.. i held on to the sink.. then aku cam mengigil
walaupun aku kepanasan... berpeluh2 dgn banyak secara tetiba...
aku panggil rafiq... still blind... aku risau nak tutup api custard, tapi aku tak nampak control die
rafiq datang.. by then aku dah takleh nafas.... aku nak muntah, aku nak tercirit.. mengigil....aku buta.. takleh berdiri...
die nak angkat aku... tapi dapur tak muat nak tetiba angkat aku (takkan nak ckp die tak larat angkat aku.. insult die, insult diriku gak..)
aku nak cirit and muntah gegila...aku dah terkentut2 dah, tatau aa rafiq dgr ke tak.. wat malu je... seb baik aku sembelit so taik keras so tak cirit...
seriusly that could have been such a catasthrope...
lepas tarik nafas banyak2 calm down.... minum air.... baring...
aku dah okay....
ni sama cam aku cuba workout time puasa last last year... kat ioi...
aku makin lama makin tak nampak... on the way to the restroom makin buta... and terasa nak muntah...
had to sit on the toilet till the vision came back...
time ni aku rase tak cukup air or too hot
semalam i dunno.. probably superhot.. tambah ngn tiger balm tu lagik..
tambah ngn back pain lagi... kat ioi aku tak backpain....
anyways.... dunno if its related to the pregnancy or what...
but ini la 2 masa yg aku rase sungguh lost control of my own body...
its a weird feeling.. i can think it, but nothing happens...
blakang aku sakit... so aku letak tiger balm...
it went to the point cam takleh bend langsung... nak jalan pun susah...
anyways, i had to stir the custard.. so i walked to the custard...
aku dah memasak for about 45 mins kot by then...
super hot...
makin lama aku tak nampak... gelap...
then sampai ke custard.. aku seriusly tak nampak walaupun mata terbukak luas...
then i feel my feet starting to buckle... turning to jelly..
aku rase sebab hilang balance kot.. i held on to the sink.. then aku cam mengigil
walaupun aku kepanasan... berpeluh2 dgn banyak secara tetiba...
aku panggil rafiq... still blind... aku risau nak tutup api custard, tapi aku tak nampak control die
rafiq datang.. by then aku dah takleh nafas.... aku nak muntah, aku nak tercirit.. mengigil....aku buta.. takleh berdiri...
die nak angkat aku... tapi dapur tak muat nak tetiba angkat aku (takkan nak ckp die tak larat angkat aku.. insult die, insult diriku gak..)
aku nak cirit and muntah gegila...aku dah terkentut2 dah, tatau aa rafiq dgr ke tak.. wat malu je... seb baik aku sembelit so taik keras so tak cirit...
seriusly that could have been such a catasthrope...
lepas tarik nafas banyak2 calm down.... minum air.... baring...
aku dah okay....
ni sama cam aku cuba workout time puasa last last year... kat ioi...
aku makin lama makin tak nampak... on the way to the restroom makin buta... and terasa nak muntah...
had to sit on the toilet till the vision came back...
time ni aku rase tak cukup air or too hot
semalam i dunno.. probably superhot.. tambah ngn tiger balm tu lagik..
tambah ngn back pain lagi... kat ioi aku tak backpain....
anyways.... dunno if its related to the pregnancy or what...
but ini la 2 masa yg aku rase sungguh lost control of my own body...
its a weird feeling.. i can think it, but nothing happens...
Friday, November 23, 2007
i thought the peak of the morning-sickness (all-day sickness) was during week 5-8 weeks... coz, the baby relied on the mum to produce hormons for him/her.... supposedly after week 9 or 10.. the baby should have a fully functional placenta that can produce its own hormons... not relying on the mother... thus the demise of morning sickness/nausea after the 12th week.....
tapi ni cam makin teruk je..
eating is not curbing the nauseaa anymore...
makin lama, makin banyak food yg masuk list memualkan...
i am practically doing breathing exercise whenever i feel like vomitting...
another symptoms yg baru datang.. the headache...
headache + nausea = no sleeep = constant fatigue...
im not taking any medication anymore.... panadol pun tak...
it is hell...
no weight gain yet.. eventhough i am constantly eating ...
i figured that whatever muscles i have, dah jadik fat skang ni... tu pasal no weight gain yet...
1 more week to go till aussie...
list of food i still feel like eating
======================================
1. chilli's monterey chicken
2. pizza bun
3. pau
4. lama tak makan beef don sakae sushsi... tingin gak
5. chic mush pie
6. lasagna daves deli
7. laksa ah chong summit
8. nasik pattaya
the only food that help curb the nausea.... sweetss
habisla gigi and buah pinggang aku...
things i
tapi ni cam makin teruk je..
eating is not curbing the nauseaa anymore...
makin lama, makin banyak food yg masuk list memualkan...
i am practically doing breathing exercise whenever i feel like vomitting...
another symptoms yg baru datang.. the headache...
headache + nausea = no sleeep = constant fatigue...
im not taking any medication anymore.... panadol pun tak...
it is hell...
no weight gain yet.. eventhough i am constantly eating ...
i figured that whatever muscles i have, dah jadik fat skang ni... tu pasal no weight gain yet...
1 more week to go till aussie...
list of food i still feel like eating
======================================
1. chilli's monterey chicken
2. pizza bun
3. pau
4. lama tak makan beef don sakae sushsi... tingin gak
5. chic mush pie
6. lasagna daves deli
7. laksa ah chong summit
8. nasik pattaya
the only food that help curb the nausea.... sweetss
habisla gigi and buah pinggang aku...
things i
Tuesday, November 20, 2007
makin teruk aaa.... aku makin pening...
this headache is killing me....
memalam 40 kali nak pi jamban... bila gi, rase nak muntah..
malas nak makan gegula ilangkan nausea sebab malas nak gosok gigi....
it is amazing i havent vomitted yet, never ...sepanjang2 pregnant ni...
sungguh nauseous....... arghhhhhhh i hate it.....
i am tired... only because i dont get enough sleep...
i take benadryl to cause drowsiness...
it helped earlier.. but now, the headache and nightmares really cant make me sleep...
my biggest fear... coz i've read it happened to someone somewhere...
the baby just stopped growing...MC and the ultrasound technician couldnt find it...
org la citer.... aku cuak betul...
1 month till the next ultrasound is gonna be a looong loong timeee...
but i guess it should be preceeded by bleeding as a sign or what not..
cannot simply gone...
but heck, i wanna see it every weeeekk.... !!
this headache is killing me....
memalam 40 kali nak pi jamban... bila gi, rase nak muntah..
malas nak makan gegula ilangkan nausea sebab malas nak gosok gigi....
it is amazing i havent vomitted yet, never ...sepanjang2 pregnant ni...
sungguh nauseous....... arghhhhhhh i hate it.....
i am tired... only because i dont get enough sleep...
i take benadryl to cause drowsiness...
it helped earlier.. but now, the headache and nightmares really cant make me sleep...
my biggest fear... coz i've read it happened to someone somewhere...
the baby just stopped growing...MC and the ultrasound technician couldnt find it...
org la citer.... aku cuak betul...
1 month till the next ultrasound is gonna be a looong loong timeee...
but i guess it should be preceeded by bleeding as a sign or what not..
cannot simply gone...
but heck, i wanna see it every weeeekk.... !!
Friday, November 16, 2007
follow up after a week:
no spotting/bleeding...
ultrasound even reflects that, less dark areas around the round area...
and the babe is the size of 9 weeks 3 days !...
last week it was the size of 7 weeks 4 days....
it grew that much in a week....
no wonder my belly is getting much bigger (alasan!! sebnanye sembelit, angin, crap, food)
it looks very very good the doc said..
and i can fly.... but cant lift anything heavier than 10lbs...
also still cannot exercise....
im cool with that....hahahahah
also, no more medications.. so the fee was RM105...
i can live with that...
next check up, in 1 month...
jimat duit, jimat masa (we waited 2.25 hours for our turn, it is crazyy)...
tapi sure nanti akan terkejut dgn kebesaran babe tu dalam ultrasound....
im so happy i can go to aussie... woohooo...
i really need a vacation...
Thursday, November 15, 2007
lagi satu contoh orang yg ignorant about first trimester...
aku cakap kalau doc aku kata takleh fly.. aku tak gi la...
die pun cakap... ala baruuu je lagi.. (baru 2 months aa)...
yela, itu la point aku...
semua orang tatau the first 3 months ni la paling high risk of miscarriage...
1 in 8 pregnancies in the first trimester results in miscarriage...
lepas 3 bulan.. the chances of miscarriage drops to 5% or less...
so point die.. boyot2 pon, nampak sarat.. tapi tak bahaya nak naik flight...
sebab dah lebeh 3 bulan... jgn ko naik dekat ko nak deliver dah, takut takde doctor bukan takut gugur..
point aku, first 3 month ni la paling takleh nak buat pape...
tapi orang semua tak memahami and rase ko over gile...
sama cam org tak faham apsal ko penat sgt sedangkan ko tak boyot pon...
bukan depa tau 1st trimester ni adalah yg paling penat...
sebabnya: diorang tu yg tatau pape pon...
aku cakap kalau doc aku kata takleh fly.. aku tak gi la...
die pun cakap... ala baruuu je lagi.. (baru 2 months aa)...
yela, itu la point aku...
semua orang tatau the first 3 months ni la paling high risk of miscarriage...
1 in 8 pregnancies in the first trimester results in miscarriage...
lepas 3 bulan.. the chances of miscarriage drops to 5% or less...
so point die.. boyot2 pon, nampak sarat.. tapi tak bahaya nak naik flight...
sebab dah lebeh 3 bulan... jgn ko naik dekat ko nak deliver dah, takut takde doctor bukan takut gugur..
point aku, first 3 month ni la paling takleh nak buat pape...
tapi orang semua tak memahami and rase ko over gile...
sama cam org tak faham apsal ko penat sgt sedangkan ko tak boyot pon...
bukan depa tau 1st trimester ni adalah yg paling penat...
sebabnya: diorang tu yg tatau pape pon...
day-by day calendar
Embryo becomes a fetus! Congratulations! All organs necessary to sustain life are formed.
Embryo becomes a fetus! Congratulations! All organs necessary to sustain life are formed.
Wednesday, November 14, 2007
so i went to the dentist yesterday....
really hate going to the dentist...
had aa really traumatic experience 4 years ago... and after that everything is scary...
ko bayangkan die inject aku 8 kali... sebab die nak cabut gigi aku..
gigi patah akar tertinggal kat dalam.. and die nak korek akar guna playar..
siap kena jahit semua.... seriusly, i counted bapa kali die inject...
anyways.... since this decay is visible when i talk.. had to go lah...
i was procrastinating a lot..
but then i had to brace myself to do it...
if i cant handle a simple dental procedure... camne la nak give birth...
semalaman aku tak tido thinking about the blood test yg inevitably will come...
nak tau Rhesus positive or not.. blood type etc....
thats a lotta blood to take from me... arghhhh....
cant sleep...
but conclusion from it all.... have to go through it la...
lepas aku gi threading... aku rase sakit threading ni lagi sakit dari any injections aku rase...
(threading = yanking hairs by the roots from upper lips / facial area)...
cuma sebab tak penetrate kulit, aku tak cuak.... but jauh lebeh sakit dari injection....
so i guess it is all really in my mind....
i dont think im scared of the pain of injection...
im put off by the fact there is a long needle penetrating the skin into layers of tissue/muscle...
and involves blood.....basically invasive aa...
anyways, aku pegi gak dentist.. took 5 mins (not kidding) coz no one there and sebab aku tak procrastinate
teruk sangat, the decay was small.... so nyilu sket... but tak sakit...and everything is A okay again...
aku rase .. the right frame of mind, and steely determination is the only thing that will get me through all this
needle procedures.. (im not even thinking bout labour rite now okay....)
really hate going to the dentist...
had aa really traumatic experience 4 years ago... and after that everything is scary...
ko bayangkan die inject aku 8 kali... sebab die nak cabut gigi aku..
gigi patah akar tertinggal kat dalam.. and die nak korek akar guna playar..
siap kena jahit semua.... seriusly, i counted bapa kali die inject...
anyways.... since this decay is visible when i talk.. had to go lah...
i was procrastinating a lot..
but then i had to brace myself to do it...
if i cant handle a simple dental procedure... camne la nak give birth...
semalaman aku tak tido thinking about the blood test yg inevitably will come...
nak tau Rhesus positive or not.. blood type etc....
thats a lotta blood to take from me... arghhhh....
cant sleep...
but conclusion from it all.... have to go through it la...
lepas aku gi threading... aku rase sakit threading ni lagi sakit dari any injections aku rase...
(threading = yanking hairs by the roots from upper lips / facial area)...
cuma sebab tak penetrate kulit, aku tak cuak.... but jauh lebeh sakit dari injection....
so i guess it is all really in my mind....
i dont think im scared of the pain of injection...
im put off by the fact there is a long needle penetrating the skin into layers of tissue/muscle...
and involves blood.....basically invasive aa...
anyways, aku pegi gak dentist.. took 5 mins (not kidding) coz no one there and sebab aku tak procrastinate
teruk sangat, the decay was small.... so nyilu sket... but tak sakit...and everything is A okay again...
aku rase .. the right frame of mind, and steely determination is the only thing that will get me through all this
needle procedures.. (im not even thinking bout labour rite now okay....)
Tuesday, November 13, 2007
got my passport...
got a booth for ibu mengandung....
hmmph, betcha i wont pass for that booth...
sometimes aku rase tension tul org tatau yg first trimester is worse than 2nd trimester..
we're more tired, more nauseated... more hormonally imbalanced (read: bitchy)
but sooo sooo tired....no naps for me, how can? org mane paham ko nak nap jap.. if u have a belly, boleh la..
aku make up for it by sleeping at 9 or 10 pm..
no more watching miami ink for me..
tapi tula.. sedangkan 2nd trimester is the easiest one.. honeymoon time...
prenatal check up pon only once a month....
tapi org tgk ada belly, terus kesian and memahami...
penat bawak perut jela.. but no tiredness, no nausea vomitting headache etc...
anyways, best betul aku guna bedrest as an excuse for no gym...
i dont care bout weight gain...
i'll get it off after labor...
right now eating whateverrr i want.. (
which is, not much anyways.. but what i want is expensive...
i want chillies hahahaha, not due to cravings but due to it probably wont make me throw up...)
in the last 2 weeks.. went to chillies 3 times... i just want chips and salsa... alse a bit of beef queso..
no takoyaki for me.... dont even wanna think about it... no chocolate cravings...
ok no cravings at all yet... but chips really make me feel better...
water? lama gile tak minum clear water...
makes me wanna vomit... so ribena & milo... easy sugar .... my main drink..
also a tip to avoid nausea... eat and drink separately...... 15 mins apart at least...
seriusly, setakat ni.. tips semua aku laksanakan... coz hate this nausea so much..
and setakat nih.... no vomitting at all... zero.... 8 out of 12 weeks of the first trimester completed...
yeah... feeeling pretty cocky right now....
got a booth for ibu mengandung....
hmmph, betcha i wont pass for that booth...
sometimes aku rase tension tul org tatau yg first trimester is worse than 2nd trimester..
we're more tired, more nauseated... more hormonally imbalanced (read: bitchy)
but sooo sooo tired....no naps for me, how can? org mane paham ko nak nap jap.. if u have a belly, boleh la..
aku make up for it by sleeping at 9 or 10 pm..
no more watching miami ink for me..
tapi tula.. sedangkan 2nd trimester is the easiest one.. honeymoon time...
prenatal check up pon only once a month....
tapi org tgk ada belly, terus kesian and memahami...
penat bawak perut jela.. but no tiredness, no nausea vomitting headache etc...
anyways, best betul aku guna bedrest as an excuse for no gym...
i dont care bout weight gain...
i'll get it off after labor...
right now eating whateverrr i want.. (
which is, not much anyways.. but what i want is expensive...
i want chillies hahahaha, not due to cravings but due to it probably wont make me throw up...)
in the last 2 weeks.. went to chillies 3 times... i just want chips and salsa... alse a bit of beef queso..
no takoyaki for me.... dont even wanna think about it... no chocolate cravings...
ok no cravings at all yet... but chips really make me feel better...
water? lama gile tak minum clear water...
makes me wanna vomit... so ribena & milo... easy sugar .... my main drink..
also a tip to avoid nausea... eat and drink separately...... 15 mins apart at least...
seriusly, setakat ni.. tips semua aku laksanakan... coz hate this nausea so much..
and setakat nih.... no vomitting at all... zero.... 8 out of 12 weeks of the first trimester completed...
yeah... feeeling pretty cocky right now....
Friday, November 9, 2007
It is 100% positive, we are pregnant!!...
the only way to be 100% certain ur a pregnant is by ultrasound..
and blood test?..
but, as if i had any doubts la kan....
I took 3 pregnancy tests, all positive.. but that didnt make me believe it 100%...
aku rase, kot2 la HCG level aku tinggi due to other reason than pregnancy...
but the nausea + morning sickness... it is so awful, I just KNOW I AM pregnant..
Rafiq kata die berdebar jugak nak gi ultrasound, tgk2 takde mende kat situ...
hampas tul mamat ni.... hahahaha...
like I said, even if I didnt believe the 3 tests... the morning sickenss confirms it for me....
anyways the reason for the ultrasound was that I was bleeding a bit...
so went to see the SJMC gynae... she said the due date was 22 June.. and is 7 weeks ++.. kena alter balik ticker kat atas ni.....
damn, salah kira lagi aku.. apparently, my orginal calculation was correct..
and masa die nak buat ultrasound.. I was willing myself not to cry...
bukan sebab aku nak nangis.. but orang asik ckp they cried masa first time tgk ultrasound... so aku menahan in case that urge came.. but it never came because I was more anxious to know whether it is okay or not due to the bleeding....
anyways the doc said... rahim cantik... dalam semua cantik.. size-wise i suppose...
baby size also good and normal....
so I asked.. then bleeding is normal..? die kata No.....
die tunjuk la.. outside the uterus/placenta?? (i forgot).. u can see darkened areas right? die kata tearing of the uterus/placenta... and hormon aku produce for the baby tak cukup... as right now the baby can't produce its own hormon.... and kalau dibiarkan, antibodies aku will fight it (the walls i guess)... but wont recognize the baby as it is 50% me and 50% rafiq... so could cause miscarriage...
wah sungguh bersahaja die cakap... aku dah panic.. mungkin pasal tu kot die cakap rilex... 1st time pregnant women are known to be hysterical i guess... die kata take progesterone pills and fetus-dose aspirins.... and gave me MC for 7 days (the rest of this week and next week, 10 days rest)... shit, now I know it is kinda serius.. but MC SJMC tak diterima kot oleh MAS... and it is concerning the baby's health, not mine... MAS dont pay for labor and prenatal checkup (fetus health).. so entahla, dunno if this MC will be accepted.... agak sial disitu....
anyways this SJMC gynae ade klinik.. whereby charges murah sket compared to SJMC...
by day work kat SJMC.. malam keje klinik... and penuh gile la klinik tu.....
murah tak murah... RM 271 gak kena.. shitttsss....!!!
but RM160 was for medication...**sigh**...
p/s: btw there's just one in there.. i was kinda hoping for twins.. just because I only have to go thru this morning sickness once for 2 babies... it is that awful...
the only way to be 100% certain ur a pregnant is by ultrasound..
and blood test?..
but, as if i had any doubts la kan....
I took 3 pregnancy tests, all positive.. but that didnt make me believe it 100%...
aku rase, kot2 la HCG level aku tinggi due to other reason than pregnancy...
but the nausea + morning sickness... it is so awful, I just KNOW I AM pregnant..
Rafiq kata die berdebar jugak nak gi ultrasound, tgk2 takde mende kat situ...
hampas tul mamat ni.... hahahaha...
like I said, even if I didnt believe the 3 tests... the morning sickenss confirms it for me....
anyways the reason for the ultrasound was that I was bleeding a bit...
so went to see the SJMC gynae... she said the due date was 22 June.. and is 7 weeks ++.. kena alter balik ticker kat atas ni.....
damn, salah kira lagi aku.. apparently, my orginal calculation was correct..
and masa die nak buat ultrasound.. I was willing myself not to cry...
bukan sebab aku nak nangis.. but orang asik ckp they cried masa first time tgk ultrasound... so aku menahan in case that urge came.. but it never came because I was more anxious to know whether it is okay or not due to the bleeding....
anyways the doc said... rahim cantik... dalam semua cantik.. size-wise i suppose...
baby size also good and normal....
so I asked.. then bleeding is normal..? die kata No.....
die tunjuk la.. outside the uterus/placenta?? (i forgot).. u can see darkened areas right? die kata tearing of the uterus/placenta... and hormon aku produce for the baby tak cukup... as right now the baby can't produce its own hormon.... and kalau dibiarkan, antibodies aku will fight it (the walls i guess)... but wont recognize the baby as it is 50% me and 50% rafiq... so could cause miscarriage...
wah sungguh bersahaja die cakap... aku dah panic.. mungkin pasal tu kot die cakap rilex... 1st time pregnant women are known to be hysterical i guess... die kata take progesterone pills and fetus-dose aspirins.... and gave me MC for 7 days (the rest of this week and next week, 10 days rest)... shit, now I know it is kinda serius.. but MC SJMC tak diterima kot oleh MAS... and it is concerning the baby's health, not mine... MAS dont pay for labor and prenatal checkup (fetus health).. so entahla, dunno if this MC will be accepted.... agak sial disitu....
anyways this SJMC gynae ade klinik.. whereby charges murah sket compared to SJMC...
by day work kat SJMC.. malam keje klinik... and penuh gile la klinik tu.....
murah tak murah... RM 271 gak kena.. shitttsss....!!!
but RM160 was for medication...**sigh**...
p/s: btw there's just one in there.. i was kinda hoping for twins.. just because I only have to go thru this morning sickness once for 2 babies... it is that awful...
Wednesday, November 7, 2007
Week 7 - http://pregnancy.baby-gaga.com/calendar/week7
And how's mom doing? Your hormones are still out of whack because the placenta won’t take over hormone production for your little one for another couple of weeks. So until then, expect more of the same. At this point any close family or friends have undoubtedly noticed you’re a little more moody and/or irritable than usual. And there are probably times where you’re ready to tell the world off (maybe you already have), but it’s always worth the time and effort to explain to yourself and others the reason for your current emotional rollercoaster; you don’t have to be a monster just because you feel a little whacked out.
Focus on your breathing and energy levels. Take naps if you feel fatigued but don't forget the stress-reducing benefits of long walks outside for fresh air and exercise. Sit down if you start to feel nauseous, and take the time to eat healthy vitamin-rich foods when you’re hungry. Even though there’s no bi-weekly paycheck or boss, pregnancy is harder work than you might think and you need lots of positive physical and emotional energy to provide your baby with the safest strongest home possible.
Yeah, I'm in a bitchy mode...
And how's mom doing? Your hormones are still out of whack because the placenta won’t take over hormone production for your little one for another couple of weeks. So until then, expect more of the same. At this point any close family or friends have undoubtedly noticed you’re a little more moody and/or irritable than usual. And there are probably times where you’re ready to tell the world off (maybe you already have), but it’s always worth the time and effort to explain to yourself and others the reason for your current emotional rollercoaster; you don’t have to be a monster just because you feel a little whacked out.
Focus on your breathing and energy levels. Take naps if you feel fatigued but don't forget the stress-reducing benefits of long walks outside for fresh air and exercise. Sit down if you start to feel nauseous, and take the time to eat healthy vitamin-rich foods when you’re hungry. Even though there’s no bi-weekly paycheck or boss, pregnancy is harder work than you might think and you need lots of positive physical and emotional energy to provide your baby with the safest strongest home possible.
Yeah, I'm in a bitchy mode...
Monday, November 5, 2007
okay 6 weeks and 3/4 days... no vomit yet...
so far so good....
nausea 24-7.... mornings are hell...
secepat mungkin i would have to grab dry crackers or chips or cereals...
the better i feel selepas makan...
seriusly.... there might be something to this low blood sugar-nausea theory...
before eating - nausea, feel like crap... nothing will taste good, dont wanna eat..
while eating - feeling kinda good.... nausea at lowest point.... eating feels good except ur kinda scared whether or not its gonna come up after this
after eating - still feels good, nausea low... but slowly creeping up....
mampus la asik kena makan je camni... eventhough no nafsu to eat.. but cuak jugak kalau terlebeh makan ke ape stuff will come up... but so far so good.....
so far so good....
nausea 24-7.... mornings are hell...
secepat mungkin i would have to grab dry crackers or chips or cereals...
the better i feel selepas makan...
seriusly.... there might be something to this low blood sugar-nausea theory...
before eating - nausea, feel like crap... nothing will taste good, dont wanna eat..
while eating - feeling kinda good.... nausea at lowest point.... eating feels good except ur kinda scared whether or not its gonna come up after this
after eating - still feels good, nausea low... but slowly creeping up....
mampus la asik kena makan je camni... eventhough no nafsu to eat.. but cuak jugak kalau terlebeh makan ke ape stuff will come up... but so far so good.....
Friday, November 2, 2007
aku kira-kira balik rupanya aku baru nak cecah 6 weeks...
(terlalu banyak cara nak kira, tapi website2 major semua kata due date 26/27 June)
so damn, more waiting to do...
and like clockwork.... morning sickness kicks in...
aku ingat aku dah okay (coz i though last week was the 6th week)..
rupanya harini baru start... and last night's sleep was awful...
and on the way to work, aku kena berlatih bernafas supaya tak vomit..
tgk rumah kaler oren pun aku dah terasa nak muntah..
im scared to eat... i ate bread and papaya... easy to come up...
kalau nak muntahkan nasik lemak.. memang haru la...
shittt... i thought i have tasted MS....
rupanye belum......
seriusly, God please make time go faster...
(terlalu banyak cara nak kira, tapi website2 major semua kata due date 26/27 June)
so damn, more waiting to do...
and like clockwork.... morning sickness kicks in...
aku ingat aku dah okay (coz i though last week was the 6th week)..
rupanya harini baru start... and last night's sleep was awful...
and on the way to work, aku kena berlatih bernafas supaya tak vomit..
tgk rumah kaler oren pun aku dah terasa nak muntah..
im scared to eat... i ate bread and papaya... easy to come up...
kalau nak muntahkan nasik lemak.. memang haru la...
shittt... i thought i have tasted MS....
rupanye belum......
seriusly, God please make time go faster...
Thursday, November 1, 2007
sometimes pregnant women are so OVERACTING...
cam aku tengok kat forum.. baru 2-3 minggu pregnant dah sakit2 blakang, pee-ing a lot.. etc...
tolong la weii... ku jamin kalau ko tak pregnent pon akan rase sakit2 tu tapi wont think twice about mentioning it.... feeling ur baby move?? shit tolong la, baby kau baru sebesar biji beras.... seriusly over analyzing nak mampos...
tapi this nausea memang takleh nak sangkal aa..... tolongla selamatkan.... okayla, akunye belum teruk lagi pon, coz baru nak masuk 6th week... i heard all hell breaks loose after 6 week... tapi nausea sikit pon aku tak suka, coz menganggu pemakanan aku, mood aku and etc.. i havent actually vomitted fully yet... ade once, dah sampai at the tip of my throat... tapi ku gagahkan jugak.. now i ready a plastic bag at hand... and i found out... although nausea is seriusly killing ur appetite, not eating worsens the morning sickness.... makes me wanna vomit even more... eating something really helps... i think tu pasal org dok muntah pepagi... coz they havent eaten through out the night..... but i am fully ready for the full force of morning sickness next week... im sure even my food pacing wont save me from vomitting ....hopefully it wont last beyond the 12 week.....
cam aku tengok kat forum.. baru 2-3 minggu pregnant dah sakit2 blakang, pee-ing a lot.. etc...
tolong la weii... ku jamin kalau ko tak pregnent pon akan rase sakit2 tu tapi wont think twice about mentioning it.... feeling ur baby move?? shit tolong la, baby kau baru sebesar biji beras.... seriusly over analyzing nak mampos...
tapi this nausea memang takleh nak sangkal aa..... tolongla selamatkan.... okayla, akunye belum teruk lagi pon, coz baru nak masuk 6th week... i heard all hell breaks loose after 6 week... tapi nausea sikit pon aku tak suka, coz menganggu pemakanan aku, mood aku and etc.. i havent actually vomitted fully yet... ade once, dah sampai at the tip of my throat... tapi ku gagahkan jugak.. now i ready a plastic bag at hand... and i found out... although nausea is seriusly killing ur appetite, not eating worsens the morning sickness.... makes me wanna vomit even more... eating something really helps... i think tu pasal org dok muntah pepagi... coz they havent eaten through out the night..... but i am fully ready for the full force of morning sickness next week... im sure even my food pacing wont save me from vomitting ....hopefully it wont last beyond the 12 week.....
Wednesday, October 31, 2007
i cant wait to hear the baby's heartbeat...
somehow i think it will make it all seem more real..
now.. i feel surreal...
also, i would like to know whether it is single or twins...
there is a possibility ... so i am dying to know...
each visit to the doc will be expensive.. around RM150..
too bad our "companies" dont pay for pregnancies...
so i wanna wait till the right moment to see the doc..
when i can see the heartbeat and able to distinguish single/twins...
the next one after that... to see boy/girl....
it is exciting.. but to feel nausea like what im feeling now for 9 mths...
i would seriusly consider adoption next time...
it's a good thing that this nausea/morning sickness lasts only 12 weeks (generally)
hopefully.. im in the general mass.....
i hate this crappy feeling.....
cant remember the feeling of non-nausea....
i read somewhere...
Personal Reflection: "I spent the first 11 weeks of my pregnancy bent over the toilet, begging God to make it stop. Two days after I finally got over the morning sickness, I had forgotten how awful it was." -- Rosalind Skinner
i hope i will forget this feeling... because, i always forget pain easily...
i just dont go thru it easily...
i love this
day-by day calendar
i admit i also tune in to this blog everyday, watching the ticker's comment on how the baby is progressing... easy step to keep up to date...
susah jugak if you know too early that ur pregnant...
the waiting becomes longer...
i know my fren and my cousin found out they were pregnant at 7 week...
i found out at 4 weeks.... and now barely reaching 7 week...
it feels like an eternity.......
somehow i think it will make it all seem more real..
now.. i feel surreal...
also, i would like to know whether it is single or twins...
there is a possibility ... so i am dying to know...
each visit to the doc will be expensive.. around RM150..
too bad our "companies" dont pay for pregnancies...
so i wanna wait till the right moment to see the doc..
when i can see the heartbeat and able to distinguish single/twins...
the next one after that... to see boy/girl....
it is exciting.. but to feel nausea like what im feeling now for 9 mths...
i would seriusly consider adoption next time...
it's a good thing that this nausea/morning sickness lasts only 12 weeks (generally)
hopefully.. im in the general mass.....
i hate this crappy feeling.....
cant remember the feeling of non-nausea....
i read somewhere...
Personal Reflection: "I spent the first 11 weeks of my pregnancy bent over the toilet, begging God to make it stop. Two days after I finally got over the morning sickness, I had forgotten how awful it was." -- Rosalind Skinner
i hope i will forget this feeling... because, i always forget pain easily...
i just dont go thru it easily...
i love this
day-by day calendar
i admit i also tune in to this blog everyday, watching the ticker's comment on how the baby is progressing... easy step to keep up to date...
susah jugak if you know too early that ur pregnant...
the waiting becomes longer...
i know my fren and my cousin found out they were pregnant at 7 week...
i found out at 4 weeks.... and now barely reaching 7 week...
it feels like an eternity.......
Monday, October 29, 2007
luv this article.... im expecting a lot of 'You can't...' in the near future... already heard 4 from the small number of people who knows about this pregnancy...
1. no coffee at all
2. no exercising
3. no flying
4. no high heels...
i say.. let me judge for myself... as if i dont care enought to find out all the true facts first before doing it.... as it im going to do harm to this baby.... macam aku tak kisah.... menyampah aku nak layan...
http://pregnancy.baby-gaga.com/sj/week19
Once I started “showing” a little baby belly, there were certain things, such as downing a pitcher of beer, skateboarding and pole vaulting, that I decided to stop doing in public.
You see, many people view that belly as a way to tell you what you should and shouldn’t do. I don’t know how many times I walked into a coffee shop only for them to ask me if I wanted my drink “decaf.”
Uh, no. If I wanted my drink without the “good stuff” in it, I would have told you so. Also, why are you looking at me strange? What? You don’t allow cigar smoking inside Starbucks? Okay, fine.
All kidding aside, it really chaps my hide when I see people telling a pregnant woman what to do. Even better is when the advice is coming from someone who has never been pregnant.
I know that the 16-year-old making my mocha thinks that all caffeine is bad, but it isn’t. That is because she hasn’t studied up on what is okay during pregnancy.
Instead, she listens to what she has heard and assumes that any woman that dare drink a cup of joe that isn’t decaf is going to have a five-headed baby.
Even if the baby does have five heads, I’ll make sure to teach those heads not to give unsolicited advice to pregnant women.
1. no coffee at all
2. no exercising
3. no flying
4. no high heels...
i say.. let me judge for myself... as if i dont care enought to find out all the true facts first before doing it.... as it im going to do harm to this baby.... macam aku tak kisah.... menyampah aku nak layan...
http://pregnancy.baby-gaga.com/sj/week19
Once I started “showing” a little baby belly, there were certain things, such as downing a pitcher of beer, skateboarding and pole vaulting, that I decided to stop doing in public.
You see, many people view that belly as a way to tell you what you should and shouldn’t do. I don’t know how many times I walked into a coffee shop only for them to ask me if I wanted my drink “decaf.”
Uh, no. If I wanted my drink without the “good stuff” in it, I would have told you so. Also, why are you looking at me strange? What? You don’t allow cigar smoking inside Starbucks? Okay, fine.
All kidding aside, it really chaps my hide when I see people telling a pregnant woman what to do. Even better is when the advice is coming from someone who has never been pregnant.
I know that the 16-year-old making my mocha thinks that all caffeine is bad, but it isn’t. That is because she hasn’t studied up on what is okay during pregnancy.
Instead, she listens to what she has heard and assumes that any woman that dare drink a cup of joe that isn’t decaf is going to have a five-headed baby.
Even if the baby does have five heads, I’ll make sure to teach those heads not to give unsolicited advice to pregnant women.
Thursday, October 25, 2007
i'm depressed.. i dont feel ready...
i still wanna enjoy my life...
i dunno where i get the idea that my life ends when babies come...
but i think its from my married frends with babies that dont have a life...
but to wait till im ready.... the day might never come...
same as... waiting for the right day to be ready to go out into the working world..
i know people love their college life so much.. its hard to tear away from the no job responsibility life as a student into a worker...
thats why many people still go on to do masters and PhD....
personally i dont think they are the brainy/academic type...
people who really care and want to prove new theories in academic studies..
they just wanna prolong their happy go lucky life as a student longer....
back to the story.... this is not something people are ready for...
so i'll go with it.. same as i did when i had to wakeup early and go to work...
its time to be an adult....
hopefully my life wont end with this baby....
i know my marriage was a blast and didnt end my social life...
hoping for the same thing ere too....
i still wanna enjoy my life...
i dunno where i get the idea that my life ends when babies come...
but i think its from my married frends with babies that dont have a life...
but to wait till im ready.... the day might never come...
same as... waiting for the right day to be ready to go out into the working world..
i know people love their college life so much.. its hard to tear away from the no job responsibility life as a student into a worker...
thats why many people still go on to do masters and PhD....
personally i dont think they are the brainy/academic type...
people who really care and want to prove new theories in academic studies..
they just wanna prolong their happy go lucky life as a student longer....
back to the story.... this is not something people are ready for...
so i'll go with it.. same as i did when i had to wakeup early and go to work...
its time to be an adult....
hopefully my life wont end with this baby....
i know my marriage was a blast and didnt end my social life...
hoping for the same thing ere too....
Wednesday, October 24, 2007
i found out that morning sickness is because of low blood sugar..
which is why we have to eat carbs a lot..
make sense.. coz i get very nauseaus early in the morning on an empty stomach...
which is weird.. coz i thought food would be the reason for me wanting to vomit...
but after breakfast.... and cold orange juice.. im good to go....
i have decide to forgo the healthy slim diet pregnancy...
i want to be able to eat what i want... kinda what like reese witherspoon said..
pregnancy... u can eat what u want whenever u want without people judging you...
although i'm hoping not to eat a cow every day like norjuma did....
but i kinda like the idea of eating what u want because u can..
then striving to work it off at the gym....
which is why we have to eat carbs a lot..
make sense.. coz i get very nauseaus early in the morning on an empty stomach...
which is weird.. coz i thought food would be the reason for me wanting to vomit...
but after breakfast.... and cold orange juice.. im good to go....
i have decide to forgo the healthy slim diet pregnancy...
i want to be able to eat what i want... kinda what like reese witherspoon said..
pregnancy... u can eat what u want whenever u want without people judging you...
although i'm hoping not to eat a cow every day like norjuma did....
but i kinda like the idea of eating what u want because u can..
then striving to work it off at the gym....
Friday, October 19, 2007
hmm i guess it is a BFP (BIG FAT POSITIVE)-->
*look at me using all these TTC,Pregnancy, Mommies forum's abbreviation...
spend sum time reading these forums to research whether can u get a BFP without being pregnant? they have a thread for people to post their HPT pictures.... and some people have fainter line (barely a line even)than me... but people are saying its a BFP..... well, i guess u can call my BIG FAT GIANT LINES coz its so clear..
Also i have theory what happened last month.... i pee-d on a stick... there were no results.. its a cheapie ... 1.5 buck.... even the control lines werent even showing... screw it... 1.5 bucks down the drain... but after 10 mins.. the control line showed.. and the test line showed blurry color... not sure if u can even call it a linee...i thought it was a positive... but too late in the nite to buy a new HPT.. also too broke... so waited till the day after... dragged my husband to pharmacy and bought an EPT box.. able to test up to 3 days earlier... and there were 2 tests in the box.. and tested... negetive..... 2 days later AF came to town..
now i now.. what the blurry lines were with the cheapie.. its called an evap line.. (learned that from the forum).. its reading the test not immediately.. but after stuff has evap and shows false results...
this month.. i used the other EPT (there were 2 in the box).. that result shown in the previous entry... its obviously a positive... coz it showed negetive last month.... so i deducted that it wont show positive if its a negetive like last month.. but still scarred to believe .....
last nite i used a normal HPT, not EPT... my period was due yesterday... i should have waited till today.. this morning for good result... why morning? because u collect urine while sleeping... easier to detect HCG... and HPT can only detect HCG level high enough, (after period due).. (HPT is not sensitif like EPT which can detect lower levels of HCG)... anyways eventhough I used diluted urine (evening after peeing a lot of time).. and tested the EPT on the day AF was due... it still showed positive.... so i guess i can safely say its a BFP... but still apprehensive that i can have a chemical pregnancy... which means EPT shows postive but the embryo is unsuccessful to latch on the wall of the uterus.. and goes out with AF...
basically a very early miscarriage that wont usually even know... unless u test before AF is due...
whatever it is.. just have to wait and see.. and freak out later when i'm sure there is something to freak out about...
the most used abbreviateion (cracked my brains trying to decipher these)
1. BFP - Big Fat Positive
2. BFN - Big Fat Negatif
3. HPT - Home Pregnancy Test (can detect after 1 day supposed period due date)
4. BCP - Birth Control Pill
5. EDD - Estimated Due Date
6. DPO - Days Past Ovulation
7. AF - Aunt Flow (period)
8. EPT - Early Pregnancy Test (can detect 3 days before supposed period due date)
9. FRER - First Response Early Result
Wednesday, October 17, 2007
am I .. or am I not.....
i've had vague positive results in the past... cloudy lines
but ended up gone with the period anyways..
so how do I feel for this test..? it looks like a clear line..
but i'm still not counting the chicken just yet...
beside my gut feeling literally tells me im aching to get my period...
period dates
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13 Aug
16 Sept
*hence its a 33 days cycle....
conceived
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around 3-6 Oct.
earliest to test
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17 Oct (today)
latest to get period
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21 Oct (if no period by this date, ups the possibility that I am pregnant)
week of pregnancy
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3rd week...
*apparently pregnancy week is counted by 1st day of period,
i've always thought it was from the conception date
conclusion
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have to wait it out for a few days
currently researching all drugs/medication (i.e acne antibiotic etc)...
for its pregnance category, safe = A & B
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